Royal Gaze.
the blankness of your gaze. -charlesa month ago
we got together for the first time.
it was pure euphoria.
never felt so much fire,
perhaps never will ever.
you took my life by storm.
became my centre piece.
i never thought i'd see the blankness of your gaze.
remember the embraces.
the tightly sealed kisses.
don't forget the words i said,
that evening at somerset.
i did not mean to lie.
to let you go. i did try.
i failed horribly at that.
i never thought i'd see the blankness of your gaze.
so i call.
once. and twice.
thrice to hear the dial tone.
you will grow tired of my incesssent whines.
i know that because i've been abandoned
wish it was that easy to put up a front.
or perhaps i just "don't want".
i now see the blankness of your gaze.
so what if you were the one.
words in lines don't mean nothing.
if i stood, if i sat.
if i took the next step...
i would be thinking of you and your warm hugs.
it would remind me of suntec.
stupid that it's become this.
i only see the blankness of your gaze.
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