Royal Growing Up.
Decided against initial disbeliefs and applied to sign-on under the Navy.
In recent plight of financial crisis in the family. I guess it's not an option to run around, spending months job-less after National Service. It's do or die for me. Seriously, though, I understand that everything happens for a reason. If this is the way God wants me to suddenly mature up, I guess it's no point being whiny and being pessimistic.
And so, under such series of unfortunate events, I can feel myself growing up.. the glitter and appeal of games and fun are suddenly becoming dimmer. Unlike the vice-like grip World of Warcraft used to have on me... I begin to feel a sort of release.. who knows? I might even drop the game soon.
Been really moody in school these past days,with the future being excitingly scary.Through all these, I count my biggest blessing in finding the one person who places her love in me. I can say that what I'm about to embark on is partly because of her.. because of our future. Know what will totally suck? ; If she came back next November and find that I am assigned to sail to somewhere for months... It horrifies me, deeply. Will you still be around Aiway?Whatever comes, I pray that I'll be given strength to overcome.
Looking forward to the Bangkok trip next year though.
Wanna come? Apply with a tag or sms to me =)
Currently looking at 10th - 14th Feb. (Friday to Tuesday)
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