Royal Victorious Lions!Just got home from the Kallang Stadium. Tonight's event was the Tiger Cup Finals between Singapore and Indonesia! Wha, I dint make the wrong decision to go mans! Worth the bloody walk all the way from Kallang MRT to the stadium too. The crowd was crazy! I mean, imagine being stuck amongst shouting Mats. Cannot make it! And this is BEFORE the match even started, I was thinking "Oh God, why can't they scream something English..." Everything changed when Phoebe, Bing Hong and I got to sit down, finally. A row in front of us sat a bunch of enthu teens. Moreover! They're enthu in a sporty way, much unlike the "EH, KAYU-BUTO-BUSOH-KEPALAH" bunch.
Phoebe provided more than just company during the match. We did have several conversations that I could just confide in her about. That's what "meiz" are for right?! Haha, I feel so comfortable around her. And I see she's changed too, from the violent punch-throwin she-barbarian to a demure girl. I speak for MORE than myself when I say, she's much more welcomed this way! =)
I dreamt about her last night. She came over in my dream, the night before I supposedly flew off for England. In the dream, we hugged... Something that felt so familiar, because it did happen... I miss her so much sometimes. Sometimes, includes now. Therefore, I've concluded... I'm not ready/worthy to fall in love anytime soon. I'm giving up on another "you". Sorry if I made myself look like a two-timing, unconvincing bastard.
Phoebe asked... How much do I still like her?... I answered, rehearsed many times in my mind, "Enough to start wooing her, if she just talks to me again."... Well, after all said and done, she's reading my blog, probably never going to talk to me. I understand why though. While we were together... to say I was the most domineering, self-righteous asshole would be a total understatement. Blahs. just now, everything's much clearer.
[[about me]]
20 years of age.
Enlisting in Army/Navy soon!
[[Esteems]]
Felines.
Style. Confidence. Creativity. Humor. Sassiness. Articulated use of
English Part-time drama queens Potato salad with bacon bits
[[Exiles]]
Attitude. The word "whatever". Sudden break-ups.(even those
not concerning me). Acts of cowardice More than 4 singlish vocabularies in a single
sentence.
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